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GRAVEDIGGER: The Truck (the musical)
Didn't want it to come to this,
But this is just where we are now
Where we don't see each other anymore,
hell, we don't speak anymore,
and i can't trust, anything that you'd still have to say
And i hope one day you realize,
everyone you drove away
was only because it's so hard to see
someone you love, who won't do anything
to fix this sad sorry state you're in
So i hope you're getting better, but i can't stick around to watch
to see if any of this is sinking in, to see if you're getting healthy or not
Its a concept album on shuffle
With the pieces all out of order
and none of it makes any sense when
we still know as the guy who wouldn't
be a part of all of this bullshit and
the song thats playing is you faking stomach pains
trying to score more percocets, down in texas
And you were so much better than that, you were so much better than that.
So i hope you're getting better, but i can't stick around to watch
to see if any of this is sinking in, to see if you're getting healthy or not
So i hope you're getting better, but i can't stick around to watch
to see if any of this is sinking in, to see if you're getting healthy or not.
No you're not no you're not no you're not.
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You Already Knew
03:07
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YOU ALREADY KNEW
This first time i got the guts to say it, sitting out on the front porch
told me about your friend so in love with you,
i felt guity that i felt the same way
I never got a single word out, i lost all of my confidence.
The night just kind of trailed off from there,
and we hung in silience until you had to go
The next time was near my birthday,
a road trip down 65
I had just started dating someone new,
but you were a mess down there on your own
I knew it was the perfect time to say it,
but i got too drunk, too nervous, too lost in my thoughts
Chalked it up to separation anxiety, or so i told myself
I always thought that you already knew,
I always thought that you'd already figured it out
I stop and stall every time i try to start,
every time that i tried to tell you
woo hoo hoo hoo
Wherever we go, what ever we do, it's always the wrong place or the wrong time
stupid shit like that, always holds me back, will there be a right time?
I always thought that you already knew,
I always thought that you'd already figured it out
I stop and stall every time i try to start,
every time that i tried to tell you
I always thought that you already knew,
I always thought that you already knew,
I always thought that you already knew,
I always thought that you already
The next time i knew i had to tell you,
been months since you had been around
we sat over coffee, an hour had passed,
and the urgent feeling was gone.
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Escape Routes
03:04
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ESCAPE ROUTES
i was far too sad to try and drink this much caffeine
i was in no shape to think about the things i need
i was making mistakes and i pushed you all away,
i was in no shape i could barely bring myself to eat
I was off looking for some bigger and better things
I was never really happy with what i got
i was busy finding ways to stay to busy to think
i was never really happy being alone with my thoughts.
And i, i just wanted to be there for you,
but i was too busy, planning escape routes
Nowadays i don't have much to offer
But something clicked and i'm ready to try again
Like i could stand to be out in public for once,
like all i really needed was a call, from some old friends
And i, I just wanted to be there for you,
But i was too busy planning escape routes.
And i'll try not to run, i'll try just to stay right here
oh, no promises, it's been a rough year.
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